Wednesday, August 18, 2010

I'm terrified. Absolutely terrified. But I have an idea. Or rather the idea came to me. When I sleep I dream, and when I dream I create stories. And the is one dream I had. I was running away from my life. I tend to have these dreams a lot so, nothing alarming yet. But I stopped to meet someone who I've only known through a blog at work. I ran up to him at Grand Central Station in New York City and attempting to talk to him in Dutch. He knows the language, and I'm learning it. But there is a sense of urgency, I had to leave but left him with a card that said 'Lost souls never die'
 I found two more people I know in different parts of the United States and left them with the same card.
Lost souls never die. 


When I awoke my first thought was "Where did I hear this from?"

I got several hits from Lost souls... and never die but not together. No movie, no song. No myspace page nor any book I could find had this title.

I'm conflicted and terrified. I am a writer and I've been told this is what we all go through. It's of little comfort. I can't figure out how to take the stories that crawl through my brain and bring them to life without me losing my mind.

I guess this blog will be the platform for which I either bring my stories to life or killing them.